allright, i had my fun... APRILS FOOLS!

already some of you knew from the beginning, since i also pulled something last year (oh so much fun that was!! see my scraps for some of them) , but this was indeed an april fools joke; im not stopping with drawing expansion (yet). here are the facts and fiction:

fiction:

- i didnt change fetish from expansion to reduction and concavement
- i never received notes from people saying my art was disgusting and that i should quit(just had one comment on my main page)
- i didnt enjoy my new fetish, it was kinda terrible...

facts:

- i DID receive two notes from DA reporting two of my deviations. they only set the mature warning up, but werent deleted
- the art theft was real
- i still like expansion


also wanted to mention the fact that my plan to make this a decent scheme almost failed; as many people reacted in a supportive and positive way towards my 'change of DA plans'... they even were supportive when exposed to my new gallery treasures: [link] and [link]

DAMN YOUR KIND, CARELESS HEARTS AND UNDERSTANDING NATURES!!!

but seriously, twas nice of you glad you all took it well XD

dont think ill go pull out any stunts next time, youre all way to weary towards me now

zab

p.s.: i left my old journal on the bottom:

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hi, its me. giving you a midnighttime journal before i head out to sleep.

it seems right after the troubles of the art theft more arrived, and made me think a lot through.
the day after i uploaded GIjohn's b-day pic "Mina's airmasters" i encountered to my 'surprise' a
handful of notes in my messages. each of these messages contained critique and slander about how
they were disgusted by my latest pic, the rest of my gallery and s'more.

not only that, i also got two notes from DA saying they reported two pics of mine for not having
the adult filter on. luckily they havent been deleted, but i think it was a close call...

so this is where i stand. a lot of people find my work disgusting, and i know that. but those notes
made me think this time about what im doing. after some thinking i made up my mind:

i will stop drawing expansion and growth right this instance... instead i will continue drawing on DA,
but something else; a fetish i have kept to myself for almost a decade now. no one knew about it,
i never told it to my friends on DA OR the IM's. just me... thats all...

yes, just like that... i will begin, no argument about it... i just want to do this now, this will be
MY choice, not someone else's, and not those people from the notes. they just made me think this all through...

I will start tomorrow with uploading, and ill see where I go from there. i dont what you will think of it, but ill just let time and jugdement decide. but not now, first im going get some sleep to make my head clear.

see you all later,


Zab and Makura